A fresh day :)

This whole past weekend was just amazing. nothing reminded me of the event that happened that one night and i was surrounded by family, friends, and of course, my boyfriend. It was almost as if nothing happened and i feel so blessed that i got a weekend like this. the down side to this weekend i caught the flu from my little sister. I couldn't exactly say no when she asked if she could sleep in my room. For anyone with a younger sister i am sure you understand. Also my sister is significantly younger then i am. You go through things that are hard in life each and everyday and sometimes things just happen and there is nothing you can do to change it. But you can always learn from it. I do miss going to parties though. But i also don't have any friends i trust enough to go partying with who i know wont drink. I wouldn't want to go to a party being the only one drinking, i would just feel weird. i know this post is very up and down and just one thing to the next but do keep in mind i do have the flu right now so its not always easy to keep on tract. I hope everyones weekend was just as great as mine.  but seeing as i am sick i should probably go to bed ( even though i slept from like 3 to 8 minus texting my boyfriend).