changes changes changes

things change all the time at every minute of everyday. its hard to understand how or why things work. if connections will ever be made between two people or even if the path you are taking is the right one. sometimes you go back and erase all the things that have happened so you can start a new. i decided i want to be back at my moms. not because i don't like my dad i love him and my step mom too i love everything there, but I want to go back to school and the only acceptance i got was to the school closest to my moms. Also yes i do miss my mom a bit too but who wouldn't? i just wish that the decisions i made didn't have to involve child support. i wish my parents kept those things to themselves and the focus was on me going to school not weather or not my father will be paying money to my mother. this is the reason why if i ever have a child i am doing it right. people don't realize what a huge impact split parents have on kids. its like you can get this amazing accomplishment and it just isn't seen because the issue of money is always first. i just wanted to go to school and for my parents to actually show joy that i am going back to school. its like no matter what i do no one is happy, so i might as well do what will make me happy. and of course i think if others feelings but sometimes you just have to do what you have to do. i love my family but sometimes i just rather be on my own. its hard living a life with split parents.